You get to a state of mind to where no one can understand you. To where any words coming out of your mouth is like a gust of air. Something quiet yet so loud yet so powerful. Something always tells me that exact thing. That exact noise as I call it.. Therefore I cannot describe the feel it leaves me to feel. The feeling beneath it. But lost to nothing
I could be just a body infront of you. An image a perception. I could be your deepest thought. The one lingering over and over again in your head. Telling you what to do or what not to do. I could be a shadow. One with most hearts desire… One that has countless dreams and countless hopes. One that can speak.. A shadow of peace. I for that could be… All that.. You are lookin for. I am me.
Why is it when people are looking for a specific item they need to tell me their life story.
“hi im moving tomorrow, and I need nail clippers to clip my toe nails. I was clipping my cats nails with it and I put them somewhere, and I need them bad. They could be anywhere, in my boxes washroom, or under my bed. Oh no maybe the cat got it. Anyways where can I find them” “me: in aisle 1”
Couldn’t u just ask where they are?
Wow I feel like I haven’t written anything in a very long time. To be honest ive been lost for a while and last month has been absolutely awful. Full of hurt, cries, screams… 2011 was the worst , hope 2012 is ok.. And I don’t get hurt again
I literally just sent this. I wanted to know if someone else had her number. I miss her. No one replied
I feel so lonely lately, lost, confuses, frustrated, alone… Like nothing can make me feel better. I let myself do this and now I’m scared I caved…. Wish I could go back to when I was a little girl. Then I could re make all of my decisions in life. So alone