Your an imagination that I’ve created in my head, something I’ve been searching for a long time. You treat me like I’ve never been treated before. Your smile lights all inside of me! I wish you were here to fix me to make me feel better to make me see and feel how special you are. I’m not crazy, but I’m crazy for you!
I feel so trapped, so lost inside.. Just alone. I’ve got no one to hold me no one to tell me they love me! Im on a different track.. Different state of mind and I wish I could run away, far away, far where I could be happy, be me and have you with me. No one to judge me or judge my decisions.. No one to keep me in a box and tie me up. I feel as if I need to let go of all of you.. Just run, run far away. And forget
There’s something about you that makes me feel incredible! The way you call me baby , the way you look into my eyes. Theres, an imagination, incredible connection, like I’m that shooting star. I can feel something turning into “us”. I can see me in your arms. It’s incredible how wonderful things can become or will become. For you.. I’ll b there.. For you I’ll kiss you. And for you, I don’t care people think. Because for me.. I’m happy. That’s all that matters
You know when you realize that “I’m gonna do what I want!” Well I’ve realized that.. I’ve realized that I’m gonna love who I want to, be with who I want to and decide on my own what I want in life. Yea people will try to influence me, try to make me change my mind, tell me something different.. But at the end of the day, who is living my life? Me! And who is going to be happy? Me! All I want in life is tongs happy and just be me! So thats it, I’m gonna do me, fallow my heart! And do what I can!
Been one year since the accident.. Rip senhit